Down, at heart.

Hope to wake at a better tomorrow!
Cheer up!
Lack of this =D

A clock with jumbled up numbers.

Today, I was planning to start my revision de, but I failed again.
I knew I was running out of time but things just popped up randomly, the way the sky in Penang spills rain drops eventhough it was as bright as a fluorescent light just a minute ago.

Thanks Pei Yean for being an unselfish friend by tagging me along to the library to borrow this 700++ pages thick dictionary. Haha!
Okay, I know it isn't funny, it's our reference book. walao.

I see huge changes from this coursemate of mine.
You became more optimistic, which is nice to get to see that.
This semester, you even reminded me to study everytime you see me drifting away from my books.

Honestly, there are plenty other things, you may or may not know, that I weighed heavier than studies.
Which I sometimes halted, struggled to really think and question myself, is it worth it?
The happy part is that I followed my heart, the guilty part is that I failed all promises made to myself. Irony, not?

Anyway, no big deal.
Hurdles like this is part and parcel of life.
Just I hope I'll be able to reminisce from the near future and smile, unregrettably. (^-^)

Dinner tonight was a late one, with Ling as promised.
I owed you this one to one dinner long ago ling.
Don't get me wrong, it's a silent one made to my own.

I'm still crunching fried, dehydrated, zig-zags of Mamee Monster between my teeth.
While typing, I'm almost done. =D

I'm not a goddy person, yet I harbour this feeling of being watched upon.
Really am thankful for having great companions even when I'm far from home.

Cecilia's soaked, dried longevity noodles, marinated with thick black Brovil sauce, with an EGG, hard boiled egg, each of us one, brightened my late night.
I shall dived into dreamland with a smile later tonight. :DD

My Forever Eating Friend

The negative similarities we shared:
1. Like to overthink things.
2. Tendency to be emotional exists and peaks at people who are closest to us. (blame it all on genes =D)
3. Spend money like water.

Before I start,
I wanna let you know so that you can prepare yourself mentally,
My control on my tantrums is inversely proportional to how close and important you were to me.
I tend to throw long faces, talk less and once I speak, awful, thorny words is vomitted, which may hurt your fragile heart.
I promise I'll TRY to change...

Yes, to this princess who called herself princess emo even before we got to know each other:
YOU SIAO!!
Asked me to go read your latest blog post.
I was anticipating of another siao love story (my imagination while smiling), BUT it's a post to apologize instead.

Thus, I am hereby to clarify.
You became a big spender this semester (yes)
You like to follow ur heart and do things emotionally (most of the times BUT ONLY when it comes to PLEASURE, at times when you wanna destress, through eating in particular)
You tend to not reply/ remained silent/ ignorant when your desires were not fulfiled (to be honest, got, but not to say often)
And while u remained silent, (which obviously you know will somehow terrify your 对象), the next thing happened, was that he or she gave way to you.

And obviously, you started realising all these yourself, after serious thinking about it, yesterday?
Till the extend that you even blogged about it.

Just wanna let you know,
It wasn't as EVIL as how sickly guilty you felt.

There aren't many people who rethink, reanalyze their actions, especially selfish actions, inconsiderate actions, emotional actions.
And I think people who think over their acts, are people who are kind after all.
Plus, I sensed how bad you felt because for tough (or can say stubborn =P mai hit me, not you only, many including ME) people like you to apologise, I knew you meant it.

Conclusion:
STOP FEELING BAD LIAO! Not that you killed someone, for us girls to be emotional is normal nia (I'm finding excuses for myself too =P), part of the maturation process, just let us mature and grow together!
Please pledge with me (raise ur three fingers on ur right if ur room mate is not around) =D:
I shall be a better person! ^-^

Like a dead log

Once I sleep, I can never be waken before the sun rises.

I planned to take ONLY a half an hour nap yesterday night at 10pm.

And so I told my room mate Cecilia.

She caringly turned off the lights for me, eventhough she was not heading to bed yet and was still watching drama over her lappie.

After that, I wondered comfortably into dreamland and eventually I got stuck there o.O

I neither remember waking up in between nor hear my loud alarm screams.

Weird enough, I opened my eyes suddenly at 4am.

When I checked the time on my mobile phone, I bounced off bed almost immediately!

And I studied, my notes being litted by my table lamp.

But my diligence only lasted for an hour haha.

It was funny when I checked through my midnight messages.

From my coursemate, Cheeyan: Meiting jie, don't study so much, wakaka =P See la, my coursemate are like this de, jahat betul. I replied by asking him not to always ask people don't study, must study de ma, yor!

From Tian: Wake me up at 12. Wakaka! This midnight friend of mine (this is the reason behind her nickname, owl) also slept! Made me felt less guilty.

From Easy: Hey dapengyou, can wake up le. With a smiley. Haha xiaopengyou, u knew me best, u still wake me eventhough I told u that I set my alarms before I nap. U knew I might have a chance to not wake like before.

From Cecilia: (This is the most funny! XD) WAKE UP AND STUDY!! wakaka! Can u sense how desperate the situation was for my own room mate to message me despite the fact that she was in the same room with me all the time. I guessed that she dared not wake me up face to face, she's too kind.

I laughed when I read through my messages.

This morning, Cecilia woke to rush for the toilet.
Before returning to bed, she told me the hilarious happenings yesterday night.

'Mei Ting! I'm so worried about you! Yesterday u told me u'll sleep for only half an hour but after one hour u also haven't wake. Then I go to your bedside to wake u, u opened ur eyes a while and told me not to worry, u'll arrange ur own time to wake. Once finished ur sentence, u close ur eyes and sleep again. So, I went to on the lights, hoping that the lights are glaring enough to wake u up, cos maybe darkness encourage u to sleep soundly. BUT U STILL DID NOT WAKE! Haiyo, then u got exam somemore...U better study today liao lo!'

Hahahaha! I didn't even remember a thing about that. I was sleep talking again! walao.
I really slept like a dead log.

p/s: I even went to keep my clothes at 4am. =D

Here Comes The Scary Presentation!

Pa, I LOVE U!

Yay! We nailed it!

It was scary, the few seconds when Dr Aisyah stared with her HUGE eyes at my dark circles secluded eyes, without blinking.

I was thinking, 'o.O walao, why stare at me? Is this a hint for me to speak?'

And I quickly turned my head to seek shelter from my group mates behind. That killing stare was enough for me to remember my entire life!

I figured that Dr Aisyah liked our group leader much.

Maybe because of all the masculine muscles, cute dimples, attention grabbing words?

And yeah, I missed telling you, Dr Aisyah LOVED male presentors! wakaka! =DDDD

'Which state are you from?' The indian guy, sent from one of those fitness center in Gurney who got lost in our school in search for our general office, asked me.

I nearly fainted LOL upon unveiling the motive behind his inquiry, which was to confirm his guess that I'm a bumi from Sarawak or Sabah. -.-lll

I'm neither offended nor sad, as this was not my first encounter on the issue of my appearance.

'I thought you were a Malay!' Even my super senior who coincidently is a truly bumi claims that I do not looked chinese. T.T

But then, I'm glad that I got over this issue and smiled, sometimes laughed to myself whenever people mistaken me as non-chinese.

Wohoo! I''m as light as a floating cloud, with a smile if it has a face. =D

Up and Down

I walked again.

I started off with a thought of guilt for all plans I made today which require plenty of walking. I'm doing this prior to my physical pharmacy test again.

It was always funny whenever I recall how my current room mate, Cecilia describes me to her friend, as an atypical pharmacy student.

Unusual is good but not in this case as it slants towards the weird side o.O

'I didn't see her study much de leh, always walks here and there, like very relaxing de wo.'

Haha! Only me.

And that is why my quiz results are unbearable.

Sometimes living up to the expectectations of others is tiring.

You tend to harbour in mind, 'Oh, I should do this.', 'Yeah, I shouldn't be doing this.', 'Look at others, and look at me!'

Yet, I was wrong.

I enjoyed today.

I went lunching with PeiYean at bali-bali which we ended up hunting for some groceries in tesco.

I then continued studying with ling and tian in palapapapa! Mcdonalds.

We talked while studying.

Or more precisely, we studied while talking. As usual. Haha!

The focus seemed to shift towards talking in the end which we didn't do so for a long time.

I'm looking forward to meeting up with all four of us, ling, tian and ni the next time.

For now, I shall continue my last minute studying for tomorrow's test.

I'm such a dead meat!

Spontaneous Walk

Woohoo~leopard prints around our frames!

Everything happened unplanned today.

We planned for lunching at Roti Bakar but we went KFC instead.

We planned to try out the bus from RST but we went to Sungai Dua instead.

We planned to stop at Gurney before heading to tian jiuma's house but we overshot and ended up somewhere near Flamingo Hotel.

We planned to cancel our plan but jiuma realise it for us by offering to send us to Gurney instead.

I guess everything happened for a cause.

That's why we get to bump into Linda Chung, the demure actress who starred in current heatest hongkong drama series.

And also, we found France Taipei doing promo for free photo shooting, you only pay for the photos.

And for early birds who signed up for the album package, tadaa! You secured yourself a seat to join the exclusive sing signing event with Ron! 吴卓曦!

Fuiyoh! And owlowl tian happened to be among these birds. =PPPP

Actually it's not about Ron, it's more about the quality of shoots they provide at a promotion price resulted in tian signing up.

Oh, and we also went to the Clinic Cafe for dinner!

Themed cafes like this, people usually pay for the atmosphere and not the food.

I figured that the owner spent a bomb on renovations as we even had wheeled chairs as seats! Fascinating not?

The food was somewhat big in portion and acceptably good, not to say super tasty but at least you won't be criticising them the moment you exit the cafe.

It was relaxing to shop-walk in Gurney Plaza at weekends like this.