Clumsy me. Luckily it still lies untouched on the table. Wanted to clean the whiteboard for Prof Yuen as well but I forgot that unbooked lecture halls are all locked.
I find peace by walking, intermittenly staring at the moon, imagining and allowing my mind to drift away.
At this point, I felt like layers of thin shacky woods being compressed just to form a solid looking plywood.
Sometimes, it's ok to feel weak, be weak. Let loose of being strong.
It shall be a tough week.
Cheer up!
Yangmeiting.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Live.Learn.Love.Laugh. :D
This is the one semester I've ever felt so full.
Life recently has been so demanding.
I started off all stressed out, even tiny fluctuations voids me of the motivation to persist.
There's never learning through an easy way but would you opt for an easy alternative given that u'll have to sacrifice learning? I will not even if I have foreseen all of this.
It makes you feel at peace realising people around are still helpful in this once thought selfish world.
Prof Munavvar,
I remember how u helped me in my first meet up with Pn Yoong, recognising the fear in freshie me, taking the trouble to gesture Pn Yoong out from a meeting despite all others in the general office who stared blankly and returned to their office mundane.
I remember how ur smile warmed one of my Tuesday morning, backed by the soft music from that radio in ur room.
And also ur text, asking me not to play out in the rain. I wanted to tell u I'm safely indoor attending Jazzband concert. <3
Prof Zaini,
I remember how u always answered my calls, calling me Mei Ting, initiating the same first question on what problems I'm facing.
I remember how u patiently answered my multiple calls in one single morning just to answer my silly doubts while completing my practical report.
U're always so ready in helping, I want to hold such positivity in life too! Determined* =')
Dr Imran,
From that one serious looking, monotonous, demanding, unfriendly Pakistanist Postgraduate whom Dr Azmi forced us to seek help from to complete our research in 1st Year, I grew liking u as I get to know u more.
U make me realise how important in life that we ought to be serious at work and naughtily play when it comes to play.
U're still as demanding but approachable. I like approaching u after the long hours of class at 5pm to listen how u struggled through life, reaching a lecturer's position today and how u'll continue struggling.
I remember how walking beside u makes me feel short.
I remember how enthusiastic u were while showing me ur first book publication in progress with that cropped body of urs in ur personally designed front cover. I remember how u laughed out loud when I claimed that photo of urs for not being represantable enough because ur legs are much longer! HAHAHAHA.
I remember how I ever had my first walk back to hostel along with a lecturer!
U inspire me to do better even though ure long winded sometimes :P
Mr Mehdi,
Despite the fact that ure no longer teaching us in 3rd year, I held strong impression on u.
I remember how I bumped into u several times this semester whenever I'm lost in searching for lecturers.
I remember how I stupidly answered that I'm not against marrying a foreigner. As if there is a possibility in life that I would even have a male foreigner as my close friend. SzeYing and Frank Lampard's marriage photo popped out! HAHAHAHA. XD
I remember how I bumped into u again early in the morning, realising that u actually walked for 30 minutes already from home. And I sometimes panted just to rush from Aman to school!! Hahaha.
I wanted to tell u sir, ure one of the tens other lecturers during first year whom I payed full attention to during lecture.
U're too cute to resist, the way u talk, the way u stand when lecturing, the way u view things in life, the way u find all others cute as well.
I want to live as happy as u! (=
It's an hour already since I shockly woke at 2am just now. I'm not reaching half the notes of my Friday's Quiz my goodness! HAHAHAHA.
I think i'll just nap before going to school later.
I'm positive to continue! Wooh~
A supportive family, my cute ahpa, my demanding mum but best mum ever, my ikanbilis eyed youngest sis who is like a gangster sometimes XD, my nagging second sis, my polite dajie, my chubby couple of nieces, my ahma, my 3 muskateers, jzim, jzen, jzui.
MrTan. <3
A group of supportive close friends. SzeYing. <3 angrybirdowl and that stylish architecture-to-be. XD
A missed roommate who updated me time to time. Angelicpig hahaha!
And a few ever helful lecturers in school.
You're my inspiration to move on.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Life, I'm loving it.
Palapapapa!
I shall start off revision with fresh smelling rows of teeth! High Ten!
Life recently has been so demanding.
I started off all stressed out, even tiny fluctuations voids me of the motivation to persist.
There's never learning through an easy way but would you opt for an easy alternative given that u'll have to sacrifice learning? I will not even if I have foreseen all of this.
It makes you feel at peace realising people around are still helpful in this once thought selfish world.
Prof Munavvar,
I remember how u helped me in my first meet up with Pn Yoong, recognising the fear in freshie me, taking the trouble to gesture Pn Yoong out from a meeting despite all others in the general office who stared blankly and returned to their office mundane.
I remember how ur smile warmed one of my Tuesday morning, backed by the soft music from that radio in ur room.
And also ur text, asking me not to play out in the rain. I wanted to tell u I'm safely indoor attending Jazzband concert. <3
Prof Zaini,
I remember how u always answered my calls, calling me Mei Ting, initiating the same first question on what problems I'm facing.
I remember how u patiently answered my multiple calls in one single morning just to answer my silly doubts while completing my practical report.
U're always so ready in helping, I want to hold such positivity in life too! Determined* =')
Dr Imran,
From that one serious looking, monotonous, demanding, unfriendly Pakistanist Postgraduate whom Dr Azmi forced us to seek help from to complete our research in 1st Year, I grew liking u as I get to know u more.
U make me realise how important in life that we ought to be serious at work and naughtily play when it comes to play.
U're still as demanding but approachable. I like approaching u after the long hours of class at 5pm to listen how u struggled through life, reaching a lecturer's position today and how u'll continue struggling.
I remember how walking beside u makes me feel short.
I remember how enthusiastic u were while showing me ur first book publication in progress with that cropped body of urs in ur personally designed front cover. I remember how u laughed out loud when I claimed that photo of urs for not being represantable enough because ur legs are much longer! HAHAHAHA.
I remember how I ever had my first walk back to hostel along with a lecturer!
U inspire me to do better even though ure long winded sometimes :P
Mr Mehdi,
Despite the fact that ure no longer teaching us in 3rd year, I held strong impression on u.
I remember how I bumped into u several times this semester whenever I'm lost in searching for lecturers.
I remember how I stupidly answered that I'm not against marrying a foreigner. As if there is a possibility in life that I would even have a male foreigner as my close friend. SzeYing and Frank Lampard's marriage photo popped out! HAHAHAHA. XD
I remember how I bumped into u again early in the morning, realising that u actually walked for 30 minutes already from home. And I sometimes panted just to rush from Aman to school!! Hahaha.
I wanted to tell u sir, ure one of the tens other lecturers during first year whom I payed full attention to during lecture.
U're too cute to resist, the way u talk, the way u stand when lecturing, the way u view things in life, the way u find all others cute as well.
I want to live as happy as u! (=
It's an hour already since I shockly woke at 2am just now. I'm not reaching half the notes of my Friday's Quiz my goodness! HAHAHAHA.
I think i'll just nap before going to school later.
I'm positive to continue! Wooh~
A supportive family, my cute ahpa, my demanding mum but best mum ever, my ikanbilis eyed youngest sis who is like a gangster sometimes XD, my nagging second sis, my polite dajie, my chubby couple of nieces, my ahma, my 3 muskateers, jzim, jzen, jzui.
MrTan. <3
A group of supportive close friends. SzeYing. <3 angrybirdowl and that stylish architecture-to-be. XD
A missed roommate who updated me time to time. Angelicpig hahaha!
And a few ever helful lecturers in school.
You're my inspiration to move on.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Life, I'm loving it.
Palapapapa!
I shall start off revision with fresh smelling rows of teeth! High Ten!
Sunday, October 16, 2011
I didn't know.
I didn't know, never knew.
Find someone who values you, just by being the originally you, without the need of you faking to be someone else.
Fairy-tale-like enough huh? I never put a second thought on this. Perhaps I should.
Find someone who values you, just by being the originally you, without the need of you faking to be someone else.
Fairy-tale-like enough huh? I never put a second thought on this. Perhaps I should.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
Yes, you.
We walked, we shopped, we talked, we -.-lll at each other, we ate and we laughed a lot.
My first visit to engineering campus today. My first break of a piece of a plank. Jelutong. Expensive piece. Haha.
U spare me my many first times.
U're spending ur one last year in our uni.
Days spent with u are depleting as September 12 draws near.
Owl.
There'll never be another u.
My first visit to engineering campus today. My first break of a piece of a plank. Jelutong. Expensive piece. Haha.
U spare me my many first times.
U're spending ur one last year in our uni.
Days spent with u are depleting as September 12 draws near.
Owl.
There'll never be another u.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Brain Train.
She uprooted the whole papaya tree. WOW.
It's always amusing to discover what a normal human being is capable of doing. That's why we have Ripley's Believe It Or Not. It's always beyond expectations.
I guess mental strength is all one needs to drive one's potential physical capabilities.
Bersemangat terkobar-kobar now. Hahaha.
I'll use my mental strength to suppress my urge to finish up all ten of that caramel filled, crispy biscuit bottomed, milk chocolate encrusted Twix bars. Germany, screw u for producing chocolates! LOL.
It's always amusing to discover what a normal human being is capable of doing. That's why we have Ripley's Believe It Or Not. It's always beyond expectations.
I guess mental strength is all one needs to drive one's potential physical capabilities.
Bersemangat terkobar-kobar now. Hahaha.
I'll use my mental strength to suppress my urge to finish up all ten of that caramel filled, crispy biscuit bottomed, milk chocolate encrusted Twix bars. Germany, screw u for producing chocolates! LOL.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Supporting hands from behind.
I went on semester break, so does my blog, poorly abandoned, poor thing.
My recent two weeks are spent on book ordering, which went slightly out of my expectations.
Never did I expect another seller.
Never did I expect low ordering numbers.
Never did I expect raised price from what being negotiated earlier on due to low ordering numbers which roots from the appearance of that another seller.
Never did I expect this much racism.
Hopefully everything runs smoothly, ordered forms are in my hands. These are the ones who trusted me. I couldn't let them down. Awful feeling.
For a leader, supports from peers and other leaders are crucial to make you perform at your peak.
This is so true. Crucial indeed, because it is the motivation you need to push you forward, to continue giving out your best.
Yup, I'm no giving up, yet.
My recent two weeks are spent on book ordering, which went slightly out of my expectations.
Never did I expect another seller.
Never did I expect low ordering numbers.
Never did I expect raised price from what being negotiated earlier on due to low ordering numbers which roots from the appearance of that another seller.
Never did I expect this much racism.
Hopefully everything runs smoothly, ordered forms are in my hands. These are the ones who trusted me. I couldn't let them down. Awful feeling.
For a leader, supports from peers and other leaders are crucial to make you perform at your peak.
This is so true. Crucial indeed, because it is the motivation you need to push you forward, to continue giving out your best.
Yup, I'm no giving up, yet.
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