Both black and white

Weather is weird today, so as my mood.
I was drawn by the loud thunder at 12 noon, yes, when it is supposed to be the hottest part of the day.
Peeping out through the slits of those glasses assembled neatly, layer by layer to form the window, the outside world is still bright.
And then, another strike of thunder is heard.
We dare not risk getting the clothes that are being washed midnight amidst our current hectic life drenched wet just by one wash of mother nature.
Yes indeed, I remember how sour and frustrated my heart felt as I recall the scene of the entire strings of clothes I washed with my bear hands dripping water, not because they are freshly hung but this was after the rain.

I will not describe all rains as stupid, inappropriate as I too longed for a juicy rain to quench the thirst of those heat emmiting, dry, wrinkled sandy grounds.
So, there we went, hurried downstairs to save xiao fei's clothes.
And it was weird enough.
To be glared by the noonday sun yet as we raise our head up high, the sky is as black as the blueblack I once had from a terrible fall.
Weird enough.

And now, I have to admit, I'm really stressed out.
Controlled by emotions I hated, stirred with a mix of anger, hopelessness and anxiety.
Worst still, transferring such negativity to surrounding people. So so WRONG!
I'm trying to remind myself that optimism should be held instead.
Yes, ni, I too want to believe that tomorrow will be a better day!

Haywired

I hate myself for being emotionally emo.
I ended the day like an irritating woman.

Less answering back, and once answered, they are words that the listener would want to punch me on the face hard after interpreting.

I didn't receive a brutal return of course.
Because I know that my listener is trying hard to control to not do so.
She's a close friend of mine.
At least, she tops the list here.


I'm like a shit, asking to be slapped. Someone please slap me aih.
Sorry for being like this yesterday night.
I'm sorry.

Like a magnet

Stealthily again, I took a swift glimpse. The frequency of this which increases exponentially really scares me.
I convince myself not to do so, fearing that this once in a while honey sweet will end up bitter gout sour. Worse still, scar-forming pain.

My logic brain asks me to not jump into thinking that the bed of roses is silky smooth.
What if thorns were cleverly hidden?
Yet my emotional mind directs me to just flow with my feelings.
There I am, tugging the coarse rope, just to ensure that I shall not fall uglily.

Two quizzes down, one english test checked.
We 'huh?-ed' at Mr Sufwan when he mysteriously reveals the title of our narrative which is 'Woman'.
Now this is interesting.
I should have guessed this by the hint given by sir whom mentioned 'manless society' repeatingly.

I'm full of my masterpiece.
But yet the beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
Please please dear fairygod mother, please flake some silver dust on my essay so that it appeals to Mr Sufwan's taste.

And I was describing roti canai in case u're wondering.
Why is magnet that sticky? help!

My nose is still straight

My life is once again unorganized.
Imagine that I'm one of those itchy ants.
Now I'm distorted from that straight line which is supposed to lead me to food since the chemical trail in front is being wiped off.

I'm middle of nowhere and am frantically searching for that correct path.
How nice if bread crumbs were left just like in Hansel and Gretel.
So that I can pick them up and munch them off. muahaha, yes, I'm hungry again =P



I can't believe such hilarious accident actually happens on me, real life me!
If I were to watch myself from far distance, I would have been developing stomach cramps cos of non-stop laughing.
They should have invented glasses for the clumsy normal sighted like me.

Something must be very wrong with my eyes.
Lack of beta carotene I supposed.
Should have abide by dad's nag to eat carrot since my kindergarten years.
So that I have good eye sight just like bugsbunny. Haha, pa, u're so cute!!=D
That aluminium or iron steel really hit my nose hard.
Or actually I too knock on it loud.
And super embarrasing leh wei, with the photostating guy trying his might to not laugh too laud.
I saw u laughing, so no use cover ur mouth brother!
Paiseh-nya.

Thought my nose would swell just by touch.
No mirror to check upon since I'm on my way walking hurrily for a meeting.
Feel as if there will me a long horizontal bumper on my nose.
And tomorrow is not weekend!
In other words, I shall need to face my coursemates. ohmygodohmygodohmygod!
Pheeewh! When I realise that it just looks as if I have an acne on my nose burst. Lol.

So yay! Still straight and not senget! =D

Clear Crystal

If I were to describe my past week, it will be a mixture of relief, happiness, busy yes as usual, satisfying, not so stressful but enjoying.

I caught up with all people whom weighed loads to me.
Had lekor hour with yeye, pheili, gui and lek.
Had supper with ling and tian.
Had dinner and lunch at same old roti bakar with yomayyin.
Had visited super super seniors' convocation and reunite with both my pharmily. Ken and Chin Lian.
Had kacau mimimumu while she's completing her project.
Had taken rapid with lixin to queensbay at 4pm in hope to watch Inception but we ended up with hot angelina jolie's SALT, evelyn salt.
Filled with twist and turns, suspense and thus, I rate it as worth watching (:

I like the fragrance of memory, the smile it would bring u whenever u recall, u reminisce.
It has such strong power that the content of it sways ur emotions and occuppies ur mind when u think and think.

Eating out at midnight.
Shouting loud when conversing with one another.
Pointing foul fingers to bid goodbye.
Only two of us.
Movie and yongtaufoo.

I like this week! <3
This time it is candy flavoured sweet, and brightly coloured just like a lolly.