Smile, an everlasting smile.

Even smiling is heavy, even making eye contact drains you energy. Depression just strikes you. You need some time, sometimes.

Hug and feed you fatter, if i could.

It's Sunday like Friday here in Kelantan, but Thank God It's Friday doesn't fully apply here as we most probably end up with any instant noodles we could cook on. The moment I read your words, the moment I check on your recent updates, everything becomes uncontrollable, I'm missing my fatty stupid head peanut. Fishball misses peanut, as much as peanut misses fishball too ('':

A pat on shoulder.

I shall be a stronger survivor tomorrow! (:

Humble Beginning.

Just reached Kelantan, the state which my coursemates and lecturers always mistaken me for my birth place. For once, I couldn't tell whether I'm happy or sad. Foods here taste of my favourite, spicy chili and sour tomato! Friends here fill me with sense of belonging. Just that roommates-to-be are still mystic and yet I think of my old roommates already. I am missing many of you. Peanut, how is your field trip? I wonder if that beautiful rainbow is a good omen.